fredaaa

I knew it. I knew that you are not gonna do anything when I made the decision without letting you know You didn't call to ask why You didn't even go on msn or facebook to find out You just sit at home and be silent or play your fav. WOW game Im not giving you time anymore coz I know that you won't make the decision at the end anyway so why am I wasting time here waiting for a damn "I dunno"

Every time when I hear the outside door bangs, I always get shocked and think it is you giving me a surprise.. even though you have never given me one.. but I know that I won't be shocked by the sound anymore...

I realized I was lying to myself for the last two months The truth does hurt I joked when we had the serious talk because I didn't wanna cry I pretended that I am ok with anything Who the hell on earth would be ok if breaking up Though I know what exactly I was doing I was doing the right thing Im happy that I didn't do anything to let you pity me Like what I did to kel I know I have grown up